In Dire Mind
i keep my feet flat on ground with 5-inch heels..
Wednesday, February 9, 2022
2022 Stuck in time of COVID
Saturday, June 13, 2020
2020 #2
Wednesday, May 27, 2020
2020 #1
Saturday, February 15, 2020
2020
Sunday, June 3, 2018
All is not well.
Tuesday, April 15, 2014
Tough draft
People judge you like they know you to the bones.
They roll their eyes easily same as they look down on you.
There will be hatred i won't deny it, give it both ways.
for we are human .
Emotions uncontrolled, emotions make mistakes. I, we falter.
-above is a draft from more than a year ago-
My mind is a jungle right now. It's been months that I wanted to blog again but just couldnt dissect what I want to say.
My posts may appear shallow, I'm kinda lost for words. I'm kinda stuck.
Wednesday, October 10, 2012
Flatline
Dear visitor,
Please be gentle with me. I know you came back way off your schedule just to accomodate my weekend.
Give me pain that i can tolerate or if you may i want it to be pain-free all throughout. Also, i hope your stay will be shorter this time.
Thanks.
It felt like my blog-mind-ish functionality is only working during the last quarter of the year because it seems that my previous entry not counting last night was a yesteryear ago.
at the moment im still drafting this entry on my phone and will wait before my lame internet connection comes back. I so dont wanna cuss about it but it's pretty effed up and it's testing my patience. It keeps on disconnecting for reasons that it can't achieve the hsdpa range. It's like I’m getting dropped calls all the time which totally sucks!
I think i'm not goin to deal with this net connection right now because it's really messing with my zen and negativity is not an option for me right now. I just don't want to drag myself down..
I'm now multitasking and that's watching tv, blogging, eating dinner, and waiting for my ever unreliable internet to be of service again.
I missed last night's episode of grimm 2 and i havent been religiously following it due to tv sched conflicts. I guess i'll just have to wait for the reruns then.
To make sure that it really is a network problem i had to open the old lappy and yeah i therefore conclude it is the effin network - it’s receiving rate goes flatline. Geez! end up playing Madden and Civilization instead. Haist! Bad vibes shoo!!!
A delayed post - unavailable net connection - entry dated oct 9, 2012
